home for a bit

So its been a while.

Since my last vacation, I’ve been working working and working. I thought, at first, that things were going well. And in a way, they were. But then, they weren’t. And before I know it, I suddenly realised that I’ll almost be done and I still have no idea what I wanted to do after residency.

And now I’m home. Everyone keeps asking what my future plans are and to be honest, I don’t know. I know absolutely nothing. I would like to stay in the US for a bit, until I’m board certified perhaps or until something new comes up. But the State Dept dictates that I have to return home for 2 years since I’m subject to 212(e) on my visa.

So there. I’m coming home. A small part of me is glad. But another part of me feels this small mountain of anxiety growing everyday. I still have no job back home waiting for me. No prospect at all. And I’m scared. Very very scared.

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I've been swinging from place to place looking for new adventures every day.

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