Around Christmas time, as I was bumming around on the coach in my very empty (and cold) apartment, I thought about how messy my room is and how much of an effort it will take. Then I had the brilliant idea that maybe, as a christmas gift to myself, I will get one of those wardrobe consultants to help me pare down my wardrobe. Hah. What a joke right? Me? The self-confessed hoarder of all things with the bulging wardrobe, hire someone to help me pare my wardrobe. bleah. Seriously, it is a nice thought. But until I am ready to really bite the bullet and be good about not accumulating things, it will be a waste of money because as soon as she leaves my apartment, I will probably be back online looking to replace all the items she made me give up! No. It has to begin with ME. I need to pare my wardrobe down MYSELF. I need to organize my room. MYSELF. I looked at myself in the mirror again today. Apparently a week of not working out and pigging myself silly has made me put on quite a bit of the weight I had lost over the past year. Its not surprising. Losing is hard. Gaining is easy 😦 I want to say I’m going to make a new year’s resolution for 2009. But I know better. It will not stick. But that means I can only keep trying to improve myself. To keep improving as I find things about myself that needs to be improved.