Its really hard. Its really really hard to learn to be friends with someone you were never friends to begin with. Its harder even still when you used to date someone and can still remember how his hands feel and you can still remember the warm tingling feeling you get whenever he kisses the nape of your neck while you are trying to sleep. But I desperately need to try because if I don’t, I really will lose him forever.
(isn’t photoshop great??!!)
I even tried to kiss one outside the museum hoping he would change into my Prince Charming. And even though Prince Charming did end up standing there, he couldn’t belong to me. I guess fairy tales don’t always work in real life.
Because it was a federal holiday (and its the start of tourist season), there were loads of children there. But that was ok. It made being near him that much easier. The frogs were amazing though. Lots and lots of them. And lots of really pretty colored ones (poisonous!–that should teach one to be attracted to pretty things). One even looked like it was made out of chocolate.