trying

I went out on a date last night with someone I met from work.

Yes.  I know. Never mix business with pleasure. But I couldn’t think of a polite way to turn him down.  He sounded pleasant enough. I figured, what’s the harm?

There was no harm at all. Except…maybe it was just nerves. But I was fairly distracted the entire night. I kept thinking about how much he sounds and looks like Mike.  Sometimes I wonder why I can’t just have an online relationship with this guy.  I kinda feel bad. But I don’t know what else to do. I tried dropping hints…I’m quite busy, its always nice to make new friends….blah blah. I hate playing games.  I always try not to. But I don’t know what to do. I feel bad. I don’t want to write someone off simply because they remind me of someone I used to date. But I just don’t think I’m ready to date someone so like Mike at the moment.

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I've been swinging from place to place looking for new adventures every day.

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