setting myself up

I’m an idiot. Its plain and simple.

I keep setting myself up for all the disappointments I face.  I knew from the beginning that I would get heart-broken.  And yet I pursued it anyway. I could have kept myself in check and my fantasy could have remained just that. But noooo, I had to pursue it and make it a reality. Well, boys and girls. Reality sucks.

And now I have this stupid shelf which I’m probably not going to do well in anyway. And yes, I know. Self-fullfilling prophecy yada yada yada.  I thought I would do well on the OB shelf. Guess how pissed I was when I didn’t. SO I think maybe it might just be better if I remain pessimistic. That way the fall won’t be as hard.

*fume*

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ChiefMonkey

I've been swinging from place to place looking for new adventures every day.

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