Its happening again. Another shelf exam. Another chance for me to show how little I actually know.
And again, a boy may be the root of my problems. This is getting ridiculous. Am I really that boy-crazy? Seriously. This is BAD. First there was the SurgeryBoy, and then there was the long-distance romance. And now there is SingleDad.
The worst bit? I used to be a huge advocate of being able to have a life and career. I’m beginning to realise that I may not be able to have both. I think that’s why I like SingleDad so much. Its like having an instant family. Of course, I also know that he doesn’t take me seriously. To him, I’m another pebble on the road for his collection. Even if I wasn’t leaving in 3 weeks….we won’t last very long. Which is a pity because I really like him even though we’ve been out on only 2 dates. He’s funny, intelligent, good looking, sensitive….
At times like these, I absolutely detest Mike and wish that he wasn’t engaged to another girl and that he would be miserable and alone all his life. But I know that is childish. After all, don’t we all deserve to be happy?